after making some music, i laid in bed to sleep. as i was attempting to do that (i didnt rly try, i was just on my phone). i got the urge to text a friend late night something impulsive. i rumiated on this for a few minutes, typed it out in the message bar and was very close to send it but i deleted it. i am going to choose my next words very carefully. i only decide to text people typically if i need stimulation. so in my underwear and at 3am until 4:15am, i hobbled this together. its almost a self portrait.